Jay'j'taime

I actually cried at work today.  I’ve never done that before and I felt awful. Now I still feel awful and have these feelings of being unprofessional, unreliable, untrustworthy, and I just feel nervous.  I also got super reflective and started listing things I haven’t accomplished (not only professionally but personally)…yikes.

Sometimes I wish that I just had someone who would listen, it’s not like people don’t ask, but I hate telling them the negative things.  I just want someone to listen and not have to give advice but just understand and offer strength quietly.  I think that’s all I really need…